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Name: Mary Location: Christmas Island Gender: Female
Interests: Singing, horseback riding, psychology, philosophy, Buddhism, reading, camping, Irish music, people-watching, adventuring, learning new things about the world Expertise: randomly spacing out... Occupation: Student Industry: Other
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Member Since:
4/17/2004
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| I don't know how I feel today. I woke up feeling bitter and a bit down.
I asked myself some questions.... Where am I going with my life? Why do
I feel down today? How do I make myself feel better? How do other
people perceive me? Then my best friend from high school came to town,
and it was lovely. I heard from a friend and was blissfully happy. Now
I'm kind of blah..... I just wish I understood things a little better.
But I guess college is supposed to make you ask questions.
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| Current mood: burnout. I wanted this weekend to be crazy, and it was. But I don't feel like I spent enough time doing things that were actually fulfilling. It took away my energy. | | |
| - Amerika Today I was in a really fantastic mood. I love this cold! Then there was the Indian Festival. I dressed up in Indian clothing and ate Indian food, after which there was lovely music and dance. So that made me quite happy.
I've been feeling restless lately. Recently I did a couple of impulsive things that I later came to regret. I don't know..... can't I just be content that nothing bad is happening today? | | |
| This breakup is getting worse all the time. I am so fucking furious right now. I handled the situation the best way I could, and I do not deserve to be treated this way. | | |
| Current mood: mildly depressed. I woke up feeling this way.... maybe it's just the weather. Also, I didn't do much of anything this weekend, so I'm left with this feeling that everybody else had more fun than I did. I don't like weekends when so many people are out of town.
O.k., I've got to pretend I have energy and do my homework. Everything is going to be just fine. | | |
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